I had mixed emotions yesterday when I celebrated my 3rd year anniversary as a migrant here in Australia. On my third year, I’m happy of the big achievements I’ve made (like bringing the husband here and being able to find our first home) however, it was also this year that a part of me regretted coming here. There were some things that happened this year that made me say “Had I known this would happen, I would’ve stayed in Manila.” And since something like that occured, it also made me think again if I was meant to be here.

It was this year that I applied for my Australian Citizenship…it took awhile for me to lodge my application as I had to think again and again if I’m really going to do it. Sometimes even if I’m a bit undecided, I still do things as they are presented infront of me.

So I took the Australian Citizenship exam. I was pressured to pass (other than the fact that I hate failure because it means time being wasted–that’s just me) because I’m surrounded by relatives who work for the government, one of whom even works at the Immigration. Not to mention that I am also a government employee myself. Nakakahiya kung hindi ako makapasa. The funny thing was, when I arrived at the venue for testing, the boyfriend of my cuzin (who works at the Immigration too) was at the reception area welcoming those who were scheduled for oath-taking. Ano ba??? The moment I saw him I said, “So I really have to pass now because you’re here!!”

So that was my Australian Citizenship exam story. I really studied, took down notes and remembered all the names, places and dates that needed to be remembered. I passed with a perfect score. The registration took longer than answering the test (it was fairly easy).

I filed my Australian Citizenship application in July. It takes awhile these days to get an answer back as there are many people applying compared to years ago when the Immigration were the ones encouraging people to apply for citizenship. The approval came in last week, in time for my 3rd year mark. It’s all good. I guess I’m really doing it now–say “I do” to Australia soon. Now I’m only waiting for another letter saying when my oath-taking will be.

We sort of celebrated yesterday by having dinner at Hyde Park. The Night Noodle Festival started this week so we opted to feed ourselves cheap Asian Cuisine at the park.

Some expensive/exclusive Chinese “resto” at the park. We didn’t eat here. We just lined up at one of the stalls and had dinner near the fountain at Hyde Park.

They had dragon dances for entertainment. Very very festive. I almost wanted to shout “Kung Hei Fat Choi!” hehe

Our Yum-Cha dinner: Fried Dim Sum, Pork Buns and Prawn Dumplings.

Very oily Hookien Noodles 🙂

Me in my “ngarag” look.

Chris

Our friends Louie, Luanne and Teena who brought us so much laughter by asking “jolog” questions.

With all the good and the bad, I’m staying and in general terms, I am happy still. I will admit that I’ve fallen inlove with this country already, plus the friends that we have here had made it more home. And believe it or not, the husband likes it here more than I do, so wherever he is, that’s where I will be. Home is where the heart is…home is where he is.

I’m exhausted.

The day started with a very memorable and scariest experience. We were on our way to our first appointment of the day aboard a bus when our our bus crashed into another vehicle. The vehicle infront of us was going out of their garage and probably didn’t notice that there was a big bus on his rear. Chris and I were the only ones inside the bus. We were peacefully looking upfront when we noticed what was about to happen. The lady driver made a loud scream and in a split second the vehicle infront of us made huge tumble to its right side and the windshield of the bus made a shattering sound. It was a miracle that no one got seriously hurt. Chris and I were able to hold on tight to the seat handles infront of us. My left leg hurt a little from the pressure of the seat infront of us, but other than that, we’re physically okay.

Emotionally though we were shocked and shaken. Til about lunchtime, we’d find ourselves quiet and looking into space thinking about the accident.

Thank God we’re still here.

Things I Learned Yesterday and Today:

Even if you have good intentions, people around you will somehow still find faults in you, judge and criticize you unfairlyIbyang

Life is too short to stress yourself with people who don’t even deserve to be an issue in your life… – from Janis

That’s why from now on:

(1) I won’t trust those kind of people again—those ones whom I thought were really nice then in the end, they were the ones who were mean and inconsiderate. No, I will never believe them again…EVER!

(2) I won’t postpone my plans just because I want to be of service to these kind of people.

(3) I will bring back the bitch in me so I could at least protect my family.

Once burned, never again.

…with blessings and answered prayers.

Two things:

(1) Found a new home and will move soon.

(2) Received a letter from the Immigration saying that my citizenship has been approved. I’m now awaiting on when my oath-taking will be (will probably take a couple of months but at least I know I got approved).

Wow! What a good 3rd-anniversary-in-Sydney gift to me.

Thank you, Lord. Thank you family and friends. Thank you Husband.